December 2009
38 posts
what have i gotten myself into now?
go
I kept saying I was going to trust my instincts. Above everything else I feel and think. And I did for a while. In that time, I was happy. But then I slip little by little. Become tricked and deceived. And then I just get stuck. Pissed and cranky [for no reason..i know that] and just not the person I like to be.
And really, I know exactly whats going on. The little happy picture in my imagination...
Congratulations to Pamela Crimbchin and Matthew McCarrier on their engagement!!!
Love you both!
Sometimes I get so upset and I don’t know why.
“Nostalgia - it’s delicate, but potent. Teddy told me that in Greek,...”
– -Mad Men episode 113, “The Wheel”
“Nobody said it was easy, please take me back to the start”
– coldplay- the scientist
Translation Please?
Sometimes my thoughts are just noises in my head. They kinda just yell and scream and giggle and grunt and shout and gurgle and mush and flop. I wish i was able to get all those thoughts out of my head and into some sort of comprehensible order.
Cuddle Fuddle
Oh my god, just please don’t ever let me go. Sometimes we’re high and sometimes we’re low. Put up with me and I’ll make you see that things are better when you’re with me.
“We never are what we intend or invent”
– Brand New- At the Bottom
Owen- Nobody's Nothing
I’m almost sure I’ve posted these lyrics before… But yep. There’s a reason.
Go on, get out of here. You’ve got everything you came for. Warm arms, a warm bed to fall into when you can’t get what you did out of your head. Go on. You’ve made yourself clear. You’re no good for no one now. You put your selfish hands and your selfish tongue on my body, but we both know...
At the Bottom- Brand New
Wait I watched you throw out your bouquet Now I think about you every day I’m alone now in my bed And there’s a lake And at the bottom you’ll find all my friends They don’t swim cause they’re all dead We never are what we intend, or invent ‘Cause I make little lies and then I pulled them apart Think something dark’s living down in my heart And if...
My head is stuck and spinning.
I hope this gets better.
