February 2011
1 post
Happy Valentine's Day
All I ever want is to feel loved and cared for.
Apparently thats too much to ask from you.
January 2011
7 posts
You said, ‘Who knows… How can you measure that?’
But you see,
the difference is,
that as much as I care about you,
you don’t love me.
Skinny Love // Bon Iver
Come on skinny love just last the year Pour a little salt we were never here My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my Staring at the sink of blood and crushed veneer I tell my love to wreck it all Cut out all the ropes and let me fall My, my, my, my, my, my, my, my Right in the moment this order’s tall I told you to be patient I told you to be fine I told you to be balanced I told you to be kind In...
Frank Chimero - The Setup →
minimalmac:
You know what I’ve learned? A person only flails around in regards to their rig when they don’t have a clear idea of what constitutes their work.
Out of everything one can take away from this mind bindingly brilliant post from Frank Chimero about the tools he uses to turn himself from mild mannered citizen to superhero, please take the sentence quoted above and paste it up...
“She kisses me every morning, and I know that she loves me, just from that little...”
– Michael, 39 « The Man’s Guide To Love (via allude)
December 2010
6 posts
370. being kissed on the forehead
greatfeelings:
submitted by crowdedlikesubwaycars
368. smelling the scent of your significant other
greatfeelings:
submitted by jestupinan
This was my weekend...
This is the moment that you know That you told her that you loved her, but you don’t You touch her skin and then you think That she is beautiful, but she don’t mean a thing to me Yeah, she is beautiful, but she don’t mean a thing to me I spent two weeks in Silver Lake The California sun cascading down my face There was a girl with light brown streaks And she was beautiful, but...
July 2010
1 post
SUMMER UPDATE!
Hello everyone,
I am sorry I have completely disappeared. Its summer, and I have limited internet access. : ( But I dont mind… It makes me appreciate life a little more.
Anyway, I’d thought I’d take a minute and share what’s been going on. I’ve been working almost non stop. I’m waitressing this summer in Lakeside, OH at the Patio Restaurant. It’s...
June 2010
3 posts
summer is boring.
well, only on the in-between days.
May 2010
8 posts
oh hey!
Hi everyone! Sorry I haven’t posted anything worthwhile in a bit. I’ve been busy finishing up the semester and getting the summer started…. hanging out with good people, you know how it goes. Anyway, I’m spending the summer in Lakeside, OH, waitressing at the Patio… which means no regular internets : ( It’s going to be rough and boring, but that means more...
and in a breath...: Help me raise money for... →
Hey guys! I’m doing a 300 mile bike ride over the course of 3 days in July to benefit the Make-A-Wish Foundation. While fund-raising for it, I received an email from a representative of HotelsCombined.com. As part of a charity thing they’re doing, she said that if I or anyone I know mentions them…
And then May came along,
and things got better
: )
April 2010
4 posts
It's nights like this I wish I had never met you. ...
I thought I snipped every little sting that tied me to you. I collected all those pictures, all those slides repeating, repeating, silent, dull tableaux in my mind I put them away. I swear I was okay when you told me we were turning around we hardly knew what we were doing where we were going how could i have possibly thought you were for me? You? Its this god-damned song. reminding me of late...
March 2010
13 posts
march 25, 2010
allude:
spindrift:
you’re an angel when you sleep, my little muse, like a baby sheep. i want to kiss your cheeks, run my hands up your back. i can’t help but smile. i wish you stayed this innocent when you wake, but the demons of the daytime make their way to you. so for now, i watch you dream, hoping i’m in your thoughts and wishes. those demons inside couldn’t keep away my kisses.
You were brave, dangerous, bold, [romantic] and completely threw my world spinning.
But that’s not really okay.
…What a mind fuck.
“Life is a test and I get bad marks. Now some saint’s got the job of...”
– Brand New— Degausser
Sometimes at night, when the rest of the world is asleep, I listen to whatever I can hear over the silenceand try to pretend I’m somewhere else
I've been wondering
Is there one right person for everyone?
Chiodos says
Let’s just stop, drop everything, forget each other’s names, And just walk away. Turn around and head in different directions, Like we never, it’s like we never knew each other at all. We said what we feel, then we stop ourselves, And just walk away. Never looking back, Loving every second of it, we just walk away. This is probably the best, not to mention the worst idea, that I...
You are...
an asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole asshole...
and suddenly, i was falling
I mostly feel like im being consumed with this overwhelming wave of numbness. Hopelessness, emptiness, nothingness.
This *lack* of feeling is what I thinks makes me saddest of all. Not knowing what to feel. I have waves of sadness, but i’m mostly just empty.
It’s usually easier to be angry. But I have nothing to be mad about. It would be easier if you had wronged me, but you...
To you
The day you realize I was the best it got for you, I’ll laugh.
February 2010
22 posts
my bad habits.
Sometimes, I get scared.
It scares me when I start to care about someone… I think I’m afraid of getting hurt, or being left. Or just scared of showing my whole self. Right now, I have no reason to be afraid… it’s kinda just a little tic or habit. I don’t really know how to explain it. I think a lot… I play the “what if” game. There’s constant...
What?
andinabreath:
Oh, that. That was the sound of me giving up on you. I’m not calling you anymore.
…this was my exact night last night. Couldn’t have said it better.
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